What do I think people will dislike or reject me for if I tell them?

Where in my life am I feeling exposed? What does being vulnerable mean to me? How am I judging myself right now? As well as this site, Amy also currently writes for the WellBeing Australia blog. Amy is available for workshops, speaking events and conferences.
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Suellen:
And waited for about an hour with no luck of finding him.
(6 November 2016)

Suellen:
I knocked at his office door but got no answer.
(6 November 2016)

Suellen:
I had an appointment with my professor on Friday, whom i happen to have crush on and was thinking of asking out after graduation.
(6 November 2016)

Amanda:
Help?! I haven't heard from my friend in two months!?
(6 November 2016)

Amanda:
I am still afraid something happened to her.
(6 November 2016)

Amanda:
But that friend has not emailed me.
(6 November 2016)

Amanda:
She had given a friend of her's my email so that incase something happened to her, her friend could contact me.
(6 November 2016)

Amanda:
And I don't have her contact information.
(6 November 2016)

Amanda:
I doubt she forgot about emailing me because we have been emailing for a year, you can't just forget.
(6 November 2016)

Amanda:
I am really afraid to lose her, she is such a wonderful friend.
(6 November 2016)