The nature of the beast involves digging deep inside yourself and finding that bit extra

It was just an uncertain environment that seemed to get a bit more taxing physically and mentally as the years went by. Five years had passed quickly, but also pleasantly. In those instances where you are sure you can run no further on adrenaline and gumption, you just keep going.
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Brook:
I just want to be held and loved.
(22 October 2016)

Brook:
So i'm not the prettiest girl but i did have 1 relationship that lasted a long time but it has been ages since we broke up.
(22 October 2016)

Joshua:
Why do I have different fantasies over different women?
(22 October 2016)

Joshua:
So why is it that I had romantic fantasies over one lady friend and sex fantasies over the other?
(22 October 2016)

Joshua:
I even put a picture of a naked lady tied to the bed next to my friends picture and pretend that is her while I masturbate to her picture.
(22 October 2016)

Joshua:
So now I look at this persons pictures and masturbate to them.
(22 October 2016)

Joshua:
Now I met this beautiful lady a couple days ago.
(22 October 2016)

Joshua:
I really didn't have much of a sexual fantasy over her.
(22 October 2016)

Joshua:
After I got to know her I've been having romantic fantasies about her like taking her to dinner and to the movies.
(22 October 2016)

Joshua:
Ok 3 years ago I met this lady that I liked.
(22 October 2016)