This helped me to stay grateful and positive through most of my pregnancy

I was completely out of touch with my body. Out of desperation, I began to seek out help. I contacted a doctor and went on medication. Or, I could see them for what they were: brain neurons firing off. I had distance from these mean, horrible voices for the first time in my life.
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Delisa:
Why don't guys notice me? :(?
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
I dress nice and eveything and smile but no one finds me attractive.
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
It doesn't matter either way because he doesn't show any signs of interest.
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
It's not fair that I have to wait and be stupid.
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
I guess it is true that is a guy likes u he will do something about it.
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
I have been rejected so much I don't even want to try with this guy.
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
The only nice thing he had done was open my door.
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
He doesn't smile at me and ignores me too.
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
I like this guy in my math class but he doesn't talk to anymore and speaks really quietly and says only two words.
(8 September 2016)

Delisa:
Everyone is on thier phone and I try to smile and they have serious looks on thier faces and ignore me and just right passed me.
(8 September 2016)