This is a fairly straightforward verse in meaning

Wherever the man came from, he cannot go back, or he would not be mourning. He is accepting of his fate and would likely prefer to look forwards the future than sit in his cell miserable over the past. He decides that this is also an unreasonable wish, one that he keeps away from his thinking.
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Annelle:
There is this place I go that has this girl that works there.
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
DCFS unproven case?
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
Some mature correct advice please.
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
I have always done that in last and continue just volunteer not employed will this letter from DCFS be a problem.
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
Second can I volunteer part time for kids welfare.
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
First I don t understand why did I even get the letter.
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
Surprisingly DCFS send a note to both of us saying it is a unproven case.
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
I told the truth and my husband made big stories and lied about me as a mother.
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
We have a one year old child who was in her room with her nanny and witnessed nothing yet the DCFS arrived I don t know how.
(8 March 2017)

Dorthea:
Husband beat me up on a fit of anger and I called the cops on him.
(8 March 2017)