With some searching you can find the Sphalerite that is perfect for you

When you do find it you will absolutely fall in love with it. The variety of color mixed with the brightness is what makes the Sphalerite gemstone so appealing to the eye. Sphalerite can be identified by its color. Most gemstones range in color from pale yellow to deep orange, while other variants of color can be found.
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Roxana:
When we are together he seems to like my company but when we otherwise talk, he seems not to care about me in the slightest.
(15 December 2016)

Roxana:
I'm going through a hard time with this guy who keeps sending me mixed messages.
(15 December 2016)

Tera:
Do people change? Someone's lifestyle or outlook on life for example?
(15 December 2016)

Tera:
Or should I chalk it up to perhaps we aren't meant to be together at this time.
(15 December 2016)

Tera:
Is it possible she might change and want to discover things more?
(15 December 2016)

Tera:
I don't want her to be on bad terms with her parents, but if she could fight for them to show she and I can be trusted I think our relationship would grow.
(15 December 2016)

Tera:
But if she doesn't want that, I don't think I can do anything.
(15 December 2016)

Tera:
I just want us to have the ability to explore life together.
(15 December 2016)

Tera:
She never wants to push back against her parents.
(15 December 2016)

Tera:
They don't let her do things that we plan with friends.
(15 December 2016)