We had a connection to an after-school program who owned a house just north of where we lived

Display windows have followed suit with decorative frosting in the corners and mannequins dressed in cold-weather attire. Starbucks debuted their red holiday cups, and radio stations are beginning to play Christmas music on loop. The excitement, over-stimulation, rich food, change in schedule, and disrupted routine can spell disaster.
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Glady:
I don't really understand what that means.
(15 December 2016)

Glady:
She said she's angry with me because she loves me and she cares about me.
(15 December 2016)

Glady:
And then she got really angry with me about trying to get a gun.
(15 December 2016)

Glady:
I've been talking about killing myself a lot to everybody, mostly in a lighthearted way I guess because no one has said anything, but I didn't realize I have even been doing that until my girlfriend pointed it out to me.
(15 December 2016)

Glady:
I was trying to buy a gun, which I thought I wanted to get just for the sake of having a gun, but I guess I was actually getting it to shoot myself or something.
(15 December 2016)

Glady:
I don't really notice anything about myself anymore.
(15 December 2016)

Glady:
And I guess I've become suicidal again, but I didn't really notice.
(15 December 2016)

Glady:
Well, so basically I'm very suicidal, and I have attempted suicide in the past (before I met her) and she knows this.
(15 December 2016)

Suzanne:
Facetime at night without parents hearing?
(15 December 2016)

Janetta:
Do you guys think the cops will break into our house when we're away for vacation?
(15 December 2016)