On a deep level this year has been one of change and reflection for me

Kezia and I held our first retreat, I bought a new car and I won Blogger of the Year at the British Health Journalism Awards. Tears were shed, and stuff came up that I never realised was there. I hope that looking forward to 2017 things get a bit more settled and positive for you.
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Janyce:
And I didn't mean it but it was too late and I hurt him and now he says we should take some time apart and that he doesn't know what he wants.
(22 December 2016)

Janyce:
Now I live with him and I get upset very easily and I got so frustrated that I tried calling it off a second time.
(22 December 2016)

Janyce:
Then I told him I was going to the movies with a guy and the next day he came back saying he wanted to get back together.
(22 December 2016)

Janyce:
But by then he had already made up his mind and didn't want anything to do with me.
(22 December 2016)

Janyce:
And I kept telling him it wasn't working out but when I thought it on a clear head I realized it's not what I wanted.
(22 December 2016)

Janyce:
The first time he cried and begged me not to do it.
(22 December 2016)

Janyce:
I have tried breaking up with my bf twice.
(22 December 2016)

Chasity:
How do I turn black?
(22 December 2016)

Jewell:
Ok so have you ever gotten into a mess? well thats what im in now?
(22 December 2016)

Emiko:
The thought has come again but not often.
(22 December 2016)