She finds peace in the starry Midwestern night sky above the fields behind her house

The whole time while reading I was questioning myself. 'Why am I still reading this what the hell is wrong with me? This is so wrong on so many levels.' But I kept reading. Her life was tragic, she had crap parents and no one gave a damn about her. I'm still just so disgusted by the whole thing.
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Hoa:
Should I uninvite them over for Thanksgiving dinner?
(23 November 2016)

Hoa:
My neice has a 26 inch waist, she weighs 56kg(126lbs) and she is 5'7. My nephew has a 28 inch waist he weighs 59kg(129lbs) and he is 5'6. They both eat 900 calories a day.
(23 November 2016)

Hoa:
I am wondering my neice(17) and nephew(19) want to continue being gluttons for.
(23 November 2016)

Cristi:
CAN'T STOP CRYING, FEEL LIKE PUKING AND PASSING OUT HELP ME PLEASE :,( !!!!?
(23 November 2016)

Tawna:
Things are super awkward between us now how can I save it ? Is it possible ? Advice please much appreciated?
(23 November 2016)

Tawna:
Should I leave him alone for a while without saying anything?
(23 November 2016)

Tawna:
He hasn't called so I think I put him off, sad to say.
(23 November 2016)

Tawna:
So things were super awkward last night to the point where he just ended up leaving, and he didn't give me a hug or kiss goodbye (WE ALWAYS DO). I thought that was rude and I really like him but last night changed how I feel.
(23 November 2016)

Tawna:
I'm quiet, mellowed out, and just kind of stuck like a zombie.
(23 November 2016)

Tawna:
I was really high but he wasn't (or so he says). I'll admit, I don't like smoking weed because when I get high I become the complete opposite of myself.
(23 November 2016)