All those parents watching me sing some stupid song?

When I was younger, I was very socially anxious. I hated crowds, hated attention, hated being up on stage. In preschool there was this little Halloween show that we put on, and man, I did not want to do that shit, let me tell you. But I was forced to, and I was pissed about it.
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Mellie:
Also, I bought her lunch and told her that she looked hungry and so I drove to buy her lunch and she giggled and thanked me then bragged about me buying her lunch.
(11 October 2016)

Mellie:
She even giggles when I look surprised at what she did.
(11 October 2016)

Mellie:
When I turn red or get tongue-tied, she giggles a lot.
(11 October 2016)

Mellie:
Like, today, I bumped into her and said she looked really pretty, then I said that I meant to say hi and she giggled.
(11 October 2016)

Mellie:
I mean, I'm incredibly shy around her.
(11 October 2016)

Mellie:
I work at a grocery store and this baker always giggles around me.
(11 October 2016)

Shirleen:
Why this girl says she has a boyfriend and then she asked for my number?
(11 October 2016)

Marisha:
I always feel alome? Are there solutions?
(11 October 2016)

Marisha:
This is crazy because I know they do but lately there have been times where its felt as if no one cared about me and I just feel so alone in this world.
(11 October 2016)

Marisha:
However, I feel like no one understands me or at times like no one cares about me.
(11 October 2016)